The author, a 50-year-old developer, reflects on how the field of programming has changed since they started at the age of 7. They express a sense of loss and disconnection from the craft, as modern tools and technologies, including AI, have altered the nature of programming. The author acknowledges that while they can still bring value to projects, the experience of building and creating is no longer the same. The article explores the tension between the benefits of new technologies and the loss of intimacy and satisfaction in the craft of programming.