The author feels that the use of AI, specifically large language models (LLMs), has hindered their ability to think and create original ideas. They believe that relying on AI for idea generation and development has led to a decline in their intellectual rigor and creativity. The author argues that using AI as a tool can be detrimental to the learning process, as it bypasses the necessary struggle and effort required to truly understand and develop new ideas. This has resulted in the author feeling less inclined to share their thoughts and ideas, despite having access to more information than ever before.