The author, a long-time meditation practitioner, recounts a traumatic experience during a Buddhist meditation retreat that led to a meltdown and subsequent diagnosis of post-traumatic stress disorder. The author suggests that the Western meditation industry has lost sight of the potential downsides of meditation, which are acknowledged in traditional Buddhist teachings. The article highlights the importance of understanding the risks and limitations of meditation practices. The author's experience serves as a warning about the potential dangers of intense meditation without proper guidance and support.